I'm sitting here, on my bed, eating lemon heads like they are popcorn reflecting on my choice to move here to Utah. I really think I made the right choice. I think that there's something good in store for me here. To be quite honest I was pretty nervous at first when I considered making the move. Ever since I have been here though I have been nothing but happy.
I have met some amazing people who are just so fun to be around. I am so happy for that. I really NEED that right now in my life. I feel like I haven't had "friends" to spend time with in such a long time, that it really is a breath of fresh air.
I wasn't going to move down to Utah until the Fall but then a friend of mine called me and told me that she was moving to Provo. We found an awesome deal on an apartment so we moved in during the summer. $79 a month + utilities. How can you beat that? My contracts is only good through the 19th of August though, so I'm still trying to find a place for Fall! Wish me luck!
I finally decided on an Esthetician school, I decided on...AVEDA! I am so excited. I fell in love with the place when I went, it has such a great atmosphere.
I started my new job at Spring Mobile today which was... interesting. I think I'll just have to power through it, but a job is a job and that is a blessing.
I feel like I have become so much closer to my Heavenly Father since I moved here. It feels so good, it really makes me happy. It makes me happy because for months I was angry. I was bitter. I was upset. I didn't understand how divorce could happen to me. That something that happens to someone else. Someone that's older. Someone with grown kids. Not a 19 year old girl.
But it did.
Life is good, and I am incredibly happy! I am blessed because I chose to push away my anger, my pride, and my hurt. I'm choosing to live again. I'm choosing to find and be close to my Savior.